And I cried tonight.
I thought my tears have dried out. I thought I don't feel anything more to shed the tears on. I thought my feelings have dropped along the way. I though I could just pretend to not expect anything and not to care. I thought I could just pretend or at least try to be happy. I thought I can go through this alone. I thought I can just let it all go and be okay.
But I don't.
This is getting depressing. I don't know what to expect or hope anymore because I can't see the difference between expectation and hope. Both have failed me. I don't know what to do anymore.